Wednesday, December 21, 2011

I guess this is where is begins....JUST ME

1. I have a 4 1/2 month old named AnDee - she is named after my little brother and my Dad.

2. I love animals of any kind, but especially horses. They have such an amazing and comforting spirit.

3. I competed in High School rodeo, but never really loved it until my Senior year. At that point I couldn't get enough barrel racing. I still love it, wish I could do more of it.

4. I hated High School with a passion, so I graduated early (January '99) and haven't looked back!

5. I worked at Snowbird for 3 years, some of the best years of my life. Then I had to leave for personal reasons. I still regret the manner in which I left.

6. I just started running seriously and I am falling in love with it, even though it makes me feel like I want to die!

7. I LOVE cheap boxed wine...Red Delicious to be exact. I guess that's a good thing since I am pretty house poor right now.

8. I was "let go" through email by a boss who I thought respected me more than that.

9. I really like to go dancing, but I feel like I have two left feet.

10. I have come to realize that I am anti-social. I am trying to change, but it's hard!

11. I am really disorganized.

12. I got married this year to Caleb - we had been together TEN years before that

13. I eat A LOT! I think I am addicted to food.

14. I have anxiety and panic attacks...I go to therapy for it. I am getting better.

15. I like to clean, but have A.D.D. so I never finish anything.

16. I am terrified of death and losing people close to me...I obsess about it. It is not healthy, I know!

17. I have 4 dogs (Nellie the hound dog, Bandit the Boss, Honey Bear, and Waylon) 1 cat (Smokey) , and 1 horse named Diva that my Dad is kind enough to share with me.

18. I watched a horse have surgery in April 2008, only to have her die the next morning...I haven't been the same since. It was a crazy experience.

19. I really want to go back to school, but funds don't allow it...Maybe someday.

20. I had a complete nervous breakdown in April 2008...I seriously almost lost my shit...It was terrible and awful. I have never had such a dark moment in my life.

21. I really love grapes...I honestly think I would be super happy if there was a never ending supply of grapes in my fridge.

22. I work with my Mom. Is that weird? I am lucky enough to be able to work four 10 hour days, so I have every Thursday off.

23. I like to get my hair done obsessively...Ani can attest to that. I think I am getting a little better about it (or maybe just a little poorer)

24. I was fortunate enough to see Madonna in San Diego on Election Day 2008 with an amazing group of girls!

25. I have never been able to sit through Star Wars (any of them!)